falling stars

At dahil nakabasa na naman ako ng isang magandang story about romance. OMG. I’m such a hopeless romantic…really hopeless. Sa totoo lang siguro nga kapag in love ka feeling mo lahat perfect that things will never go wrong. Isa kang assuming at feelingerang nilalang. Hindi pa nga ako nai-in love pero assuming na ako. (Actually, hindi ko din alam pero feeling ko… chos!) May kakilala ako dati nagkwento siya na ganito daw, ganyan daw. In love na daw ang lola mo! Syempre, na-shock ako hindi dahil nagkwento siya kundi kung ganun pala ang in love! Napakababaw! Kung in love siya dahil sa mga ganung bagay lang eh matagal na akong na-in love! My gahd. Kaya ang ginawa ko na lang pasok sa kanang tenga labas sa kaliwa. Kunwari na lang wala akong naisip. Hahaha. Anyway, tapos na yun. Matagal na akong nakapag-move on kahit minsan gusto ko siyang i-follow sa twitter. HAHAHA Kaso hindi ko magawa kasi I kept on telling myself na nakapag-move on na nga ako. Landi much lang? Akala mo naman naging sila! Hahaha!

Dapat sa mga relationships you’re hoping for the best and expecting for the worst. Hindi porket sinabihan ka ng “I love you” eh happy ending na. Huwag kang ilusyunada. Isa kang naglalakad na feelingera. LMAO Change is the only permanent thing in this world. Kaya siguro ayaw ko din muna pumasok sa isang relationship. Mukhang magagamit kung yung famous line ni Kim Chiu na “It’s not you Bogs, it’s me.” Hahaha Akala mo naman kagandahan? Kaya minsan ayokong pumayat dahil baka mabuksan ang Pandora’s box at maging Jar of Hearts ang theme song ng buhay ko. FEELINGERA MUCH TALAGA! HAHAHA Sa totoo lang hindi ako natatakot masaktan, natatakot akong makasakit. (Ganda mo teh! Ikaw na!)

Nakalimutan ko na yung dapat ko pang sabihin. Ang ganda-ganda talaga nung nasa isip ko eh. This is just a reminder that things will not always go my way. Wala talagang permanente lahat magiging isang memory na lang kaya it’s up to us kung paano natin ito titingnan. It’s either a good one or a painful one. I really like the bittersweet emotion. Yun bang you’re sad because it ended but happy because it happened! (Ang drama mo ‘day! Best actress! haha)

Sa story naman na nabasa ko eh ang ganda ganda lang! Jusko day! Todo iyak ako! Sumisigaw pa nga ako ng “Nooooo!” at “Oh my goooosssh!!”. Buti na lang talaga wala akong kasama dito sa bahay. Buti na lang nagakatuluyan sila at baka hindi bittersweet ang nararamdaman ko ngayon kundi BITTER lang. Sa totoo lang napaka-realistic nung story. Although naging sila nga sa huli alam nilang hindi yun permanent na baka maghiwalay din sila bukas, next week or after 10 years. Pero dahil nga they love each other eh it’s worth it. Love it! Yun nga lang you shouldn’t love someone too much talaga dahil masasaktan at masasaktan ka kahit wala namang ginagawa yung other party. Nagiging sensitive ka masyado at self-conscious. You’re inflicting pain to yourself. Gahgah much? HAHA

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Damn. Damn. Damn.

I closed my eyes then silently cried. [With sound effects! My gahd!!!!]

FVCK!!!!!

The hell?! Why did I cry when I saw those two cheaters happy? Gawd. Fvck them. They can rot in hell. I did not even teared up when one of the characters was crying. I think the one who was betrayed was not even the lead character but those two motherfvcking traitors!! [Yes, I’m really mad right now. LOL] This is one of the things I do not want to happen to me EVER IN MY LIFETIME. [Amen!] I do not know what I will do if that happens. Kill someone or kill myself. LOLJK. [EKSAHERADA!!] Of course, I would not kill myself and being a murderer is definitely not my goal in life. I’ll just have to make their lives miserable. [SFX: EVIL LAUGH] Hhhhmmm…or maybe not because I am not really that mean or bad to do that. Yes, maybe I do have a slight sadistic [not really sadistic but I do know that I am not a submissive type of person LOL I’m just following because I am too lazy to argue. LOL] personality but I was not born to kill. [City Hunter lang ang peg? HAHA Nag-tagalog na tuloy ako. Hmp.] But seriously even though the one who was cheated finally found happiness I was not happy at all. My heart was really in pain. It was heavy. I felt that I was the one betrayed. [Just kidding! Uhm, but yeah my heart really felt heavy that time. LOL] Those two cheaters can die now. [Too bad they are fictional characters. I really want to put them inside a barrel then throw them in the middle of the Pacific Ocean. At least, they died together.] I felt too much emotion on this story [Sad to say, happiness is not included.] I was not sure if I should read this story but I read it anyway. I’m so stupid! Look at what you have done to yourself! Stupid! [LMAO] Then when I was reading chapter 5 [This is the chapter where I cried because those two motherfvcking cheaters are happy tralalala] I decided not to continue reading it but i still did after I calmed down. God, I cried more. LOL

DAMN IT!!! FVCK THIS SHIT!!!!!!

I will NEVER read this kind of story again.

[Yeah right. LOL. Just like how I told myself never to read psychological genre stories but I still read some. /cries But I think I will really try to not read this kind of story again. It’s really bad for my heart and my brain.]

I’ll just read happy stories now so that I’ll forget I have ever read this shit. 

It was not really a crappy story, it was really good. [Can’t you see it? I’m angry! LOL]

Yes, there was love. Yes, they were just two people in love. But it was so WRONG is so many ways. They cheated the one who loves them the most. They were the two most important people on that person’s life but they still did it anyway!!! GAAAHHHHDDDD. I AM ANGRY AGAIN. 

This will be the last time I’ll ever talk or remember this story. After I publish this, I will really try to forget it. LOL

Gawd. I really hate this feeling. Why am I so sensitive? 

Demmet!!!

A HARSH REALITY. :P

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teka…. tagtuyot na ang utak ko kaya last year ko pa huling inupdate yung on-going story ko na di na kailanman magkakaroon ng ending! HAHAHAHA Makapag-post nga dito… I’m sure pagtatawanan lang ako. Anyway, try lang naman. =))

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